Oh, how time flies

I still remember the raw emotions.

Excitement, fear, worry, happiness, joy.

I still remember praying endlessly the entire 17 hours before they said “it’s time to do this.”

And then the following 4 hours of pushing.

And then the hour in the operating room.

And then the most pleading prayer of my life when you didn’t cry.

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365 days of loving you.

As I sit here watching you nap on your first day of toddlerhood, tears fill my eyes as I think back on the last year (and how babyhood is over…) Continue reading